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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Tough Week

We have been having a bit of a tough one this week.  Emma has been very depressed and just not feeling 100% since Friday.  She has been nauseous most days and sad. I spoke to one of the nurses at the hospital who said it could be from weaning her off her morphine.  I don't know how much more of this I can handle.  It is so hard and tiring being so strong for her.  She is normally strong and full of positivity but lately she has just been so tired.  I pray every minute of every day that we will get our miracle and that she will suddenly go into remission and live a long healthy happy life.  I keep looking at her face to see if the tumour has started to grow again.  I am not 100% sure but there is a little section that looks like it has gotten slightly larger.  Please God let this not be the case,

I am asking that if you are in anyway spiritual then please please pray for healing for our little munchkin

Leanne x

14 comments:

Ali :-) said...

Will be praying for both Emma and you, Leanne.

I don't know how you do it.

I saw a quote once that said: "You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have."

Your strength, faith and resolve is incredible. Hoping that Emma is feeling a better soon and that you guys get the miracle you all deserve.

Sending you guys all my love.

Anonymous said...

I will be praying for your family, please Leanne know that you are not walking this walk alone, you are surrounded by people who are right beside you..<3

Lizzyc said...

HI Leanne, I have just prayed for you both and I have been praying and will continue to pray... I know God can bring total healing to Emma and I am hoping with you.. I also just prayed that God will give you a special courage, courage enough for both you and Emma... I know I have not met you but you both have touched my heart so much... with love Lizzy...

Julie Tucker-Wolek said...

Praying for Emma and your family...

Bron said...

Praying I will do...

Denise ~ Paper Ponderings said...

Praying continually!

Kelly said...

I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is for both you and Emma. Sending you big hugs xxx

scrappinallie said...

Leanne, I am sending so many prayers to Emma and the whole family. Praying for a miracle for her recovery.

I have always loved the Madden brothers and your post has made me love them even more. What gorgeous men they are to make such a fuss of Emma and bring such happiness.

Blessings to you all x

Susi aka Sinead said...

I read your blog but rarely comment.. but your Emma is in my thoughts and prayers all the time. Prayers continued.. sending hugs all the way from Sweden.

Anonymous said...

Every week I pray for Emma and she often comes to mind through my busy days. I wish there was something more I could do for you.

I hope Emma's depression lifts soon and she finds something to make her feel happy again.

Sending lots of love your way. From Susan McGuire xxoo

Karen Shady said...

Leanne... I do pray everyday for Emma, and you and your family. You ae constantly in my thoughts. A very dear friend of mine was told 19 years ago that she needed to get to her Mum ASAP as she wouldnt make it through the night (she was dying from Leukaemia) that was 19 years ago, and her Mum is as fit and healthy as I am today. She said to me 'I just decided I wasnt going to die' !!! Miracles do happen all the time... love and hugs to you my friend... always xx

Chris Millar said...

Hi Leanne, I don't know you, but as part of the scrapbooking industry I do remember seeing your name in scrapping mags and on different scrapping forums. I just chanced upon your blog and was so sad to read about your little girl. I don't know any words to say other than I wish with all my heart that your miracle will come. xo

Karen L said...

Hi Leanne.

Just want to let you know that we are continuing to pray for Emma and you all as a family. Praying also for that miracle of healing and a long life for your precious girl...

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you all and hoping the days get better xxx
Dawn